Woman. INDEED!

Being a woman is not easy and guys always commenting about woman's behavior. I am a girl, lady and will turn to be a woman, later? Time flies isn't it?
When guys complained about woman, they will say that "woman is unpredictable to be understand".
Seriously? Okay, I admit it. Yes. Woman is such an unpredictable creature. Full of various kind of emotions. Today is happy, tomorrow is moody, next week is depressed. The reason? No one knows.
Hahahaaaha.

But, that's woman. So, can guys just accept it? Woman born to be like that. hihihi..
For example, like this.....

it's true isn't it? H.A.H.A! - I just downloaded it for long time ago, so I can;t remember the source of this picture. hee-

Do you agree with me, ladies? Heee. Thumbs up!

Hard work will never betray you..

Do you ever feel suffered of failure? I do. 
But, believe in Allah. It's all on Him. Why do you want to be a slave towards your own suffers? Let Allah knows. He will shine your way. Believe in Him. 
At least, you have the effort of your hard work. That's the key. 

"Although you may be hurt and bleeding now, a better day will come. Hard work will never betray you - Kang Gary, 2011"

Hope.. We can see in Jannah..

There's one man I loved for the rest of my life.
He always cherished me in my hardest time and cared for everything.
He never disappoints me when I asked for something.
Even though he knew that some of my requests is impossible to be granted.

Actually, I don't want to post anything about him anymore because it'll turn out the situation into a heavy tears.
But when I miss him so much, I really want to tell the whole world that I missed him.
How can I see him back in my life? How can I see him in front of me again?
No one knows how to bear the burden of missing someone so much. Only Allah knows.

I planned not to post anything about this, but now, I think differently.
Before this, I don't have any strength to write about him but now, it seems I can do it even just a little, Because I don't want to let the tears fall down when I write about him and that's why I decided not to do it. But now, I'm doing it..

24 of April, 2014.

You left us completely a year, today.. 24 of April 2015.. and yes, we still can't make it.. to hold our tears when we talked about you cause the thing is, it happened too sudden that we need lots of times for us to be healed from losing you.

Previously, I wrote about you in my this blog at the time when you were having a bad time of kidney operation.
Now, I'm writing again about you.. However, this time is not about your bad time, but ours.
Losing of you.. huhu

Dad, I really hope we can meet again in Jannah.. in sha Allah.. amiin..

Miss to see you dad.. Mom always be missing you.. huhu

Yaki Gyu-Don

I'm a Chinese, Korean and Japanese foods lover. However one thing to be sure is, I have never been try the Korean and Japanese foods actually. It's just a saying. Haha. So one day my friends brought me to Sushi King. You know, the Japanese foods restaurant. It's my first time so I expect more of exciting to try it. Even though it's just a food, but my interest in food is high. So anything about food,  really "heat" my excitement.
But money is comes first right? So, I just ordered something that can satisfy me and suits to my taste. Here it is, Yaki Gyu-Don. It's Japanese rice with meat. Once I ate it, it really suits me. I love the taste. I'm a Malaysian. "RICE" + "MALAY"= MALAYSIAN. So, what more can I say? I just love it!

THIS IS YAKI GYU-DON! So yummy!

Itadakimas!

 My friends. Persons who responsible for letting me fall in love with that Yaki Gyu-Don. hehe

So, this is my moment. What about you? xoxo!

Such a long time...

About a year.. I left this blog without any observation and new entries. Haha.

Due to private matters of life + me, being a student right now, it seems I'm barely having this kind "social-networking"..and yes, I have to admit the reason I poked my blog for this time is because, THIS IS MY ASSIGNMENT. Hahaha! I need to post several entries to fill in my blog cause IT'S MARKS. 

But, happy to have this kind of task so that I could see my blog again. Even just a moment ago, I worried if I forget about my blog. Luckily, I dont.  Yeah!

So here, wait for my entries later. xoxo

"..mungkin, sekarang bukan masanya.."

Bulan demi bulan, minggu demi minggu, hari demi hari.. Aku menantikan hari yang terlalu aku nantikan....

Walaupun aku tahu hari tu bukan lah satu kepastian menjadi hari yang menggembirakan buat aku.

13 sept 2013.

Tarikh yang aku nantikan akhirnya telah tiba. Dan, telah berlalu.... 

Ternyata, bukan hari buat ku.....

Memang berniat dan bersemangat untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke peringkat seterusnya selepas diploma. Namun apa kan daya.. 

Yang aku harapkan hanyalah jawapan yang men"dukacita"kan.

Hari yang penuh dengan tangisan, hari yang penuh dengan tekanan.. Hanya Allah yang tahu...

Dah ditakdirkan sebegini rupa. nampaknya, haruslah aku terima dengan redha. 

Mungkin, sekarang bukan masanya. 

Aku mesti percaya dengan rezeki Allah. 

Semua hambanya ada rezeki masing-masing. 

Cuma yang membezakan samada rezeki itu datang cepat atau lambat. 

"Jika kita tidak dapat apa yang seperti yang kita hajati., pasti yang terbaik dari Allah akan datang kepada kita"

InshaAllah.. amiin..

* tahniah buat sahabat ku yang berjaya melanjutkan pelajaran ke Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. doaku sentiasa mengiringi kalian. dan, doakan buat sahabat mu ini. semoga yang terbaik buat kita semua.. :)

cc : +ainul hazrah 

" I'M HERE "

Assalamualaikum, hai!

Anggap macam ada lah orang yang sambut salam tu aa. Hehe.

Lama sudah bolg ni dibiarkan. Disebabkan kebusyan yang banyak melanda, memang x best hadap blog dalam masa-masa macam tu. Kan? As a blogger, u know how it feels when you are posting something for your new entry but at that time you are lost in somewhere else. I mean, your mind is not really there.

Idea hilang beb! Hehe. So, tu yang saya putuskan "nanti-nantilah blog tu".

BUT now, I'M HERE :)

Rasanya x lambat lagi kan untuk ucap "Happy Eid ul-Fitr"? Memandangkan orang kita ni raya memang sebulan. "Selamat Hari Raya saudara se-Islam ku sedunia dan seakhirat". Semoga apa yang kita amalkan selama ni Allah berkati dan rahmati. Dan, jangan putus-putus berdoa kepadaNya agar sentiasa melindungi saudara-saudara kita yang berada di bumi Arab, terutamanya sekarang ni. Amiin. 

Sebenarnya, raya kali ni adalah raya yang paling least ke'happy'annya. X dak mood beraya lah, seriously. Tahun ni, raya tu "hidup" just raya pertama dan kedua. Lepas dari tu, mula lah jadi x best dengan hati x tenang bagai. Banyak perkara terjadi dalam raya kali ni. Tapi x apa lah, saya yakin semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya.

Antara perkara yang menjadi sebab musabab yang menjadikan raya ku kali ini tidak semeriah sama macam tahun-tahun sebelumnya adalah disebabkan (mak aiih, ayat.. haha. ok serius balik!) :

• First - Bapa mak dan adik saya have to pergi KK masa raya keempat. Sampai bila, masa tu saya x confirm lagi. Sedih gila raya just bertiga di rumah.
• Second - (ni adalah sebab kenapa ada nya sebab yang first tu) Bapa saya have to go to KK. He has to be operated at the Hospital of Queen Elizabeth due to the one of his kidneys was already damaged for a long time and just realized that fact when he suffered lot of pains around that kidney's part. 
• Ketiga - Operation tu x dapat dilakukan on time. Jadi, terpaksa lah bapa saya menahan sakit dulu. Sebab operation tu terpksa di postpone is because may dad has asthma risk that will influenced that operation. Sudah lah macam tu, lacking of blood lagi. Masa tu memang saya pun x boleh fikir betul, hati x tenang memikirkan keadaan bapa saya yang jauh dari Sandakan. Sebbek ada mama dan adik saya yang boleh jaga dan tengok-tengok kan bapa saya.

Tapi alhamdulillah, pada 19 Ogos 2013, dengan kuasa Allah, asthma risk bapa saya da berkurang dengan bantuan kawalan daripada doktor yang x putus-putus memantau keadaan bapa saya. Alhamdulillah.

Walaupun darah still lacking lagi, but still the operation can be done. And once again, ALHAMDULILLAH, the operation PASSED and my dad is SAFE. Alhamdulillah..

Masa hari pembedahan tu, saya ada janji dengan kawan-kawan untuk beraya bersama. Tapi mana lah ada mood masa tu. TOTALLY. Selang dua jam saya call mama saya, tanya keadaan bapa saya kalau-kalau pembedahan tu dah siap atau belum. Dari pukul 9 pagi, 10, 12, 2, 3, 4, pun x siap lagi. 

Dalam pukul 5 lebih macam tu, mama call saya pulak untuk bagi tau yang operation tu da siap and bapa saya, SELAMAT. Masa tu, ya Alllah.. ALHAMDULILLAH. Barulah tenang jiwa & perasaan dan barulah boleh join kegembiraan bersama kawan-kawan. Syukur ya Allah.

Lepas ni, kerja keras/berat dah x sesuai buat bapa saya. Dan lepas ni jugak lah, kami 4 beradik must have the man-like strength in replacing my dad's role. X apa lah, usia masih muda lagi. Lagipun, he's our father either daddy. Everything is yes for him. So do to our mom :)

InsyaAllah, sentiasa berdoa kepada Allah agar kesihatan mama dan bapa saya dilindungi oleh Nya dan dipanjangkan umur mereka berdua. Amiin..Semoga bahagia di dunia dan di akhirat.

Ni lah dua scene gambar bapa masa ditahan di hospital

* Atas : Selepas pembedahan

* Bawah : Sebelum pembedahan

Conversation ngan bapa masa dalam talian, dua hari selepas pembedahan :

" Aku : Boleh sudah bapa makan?"

"Bapa : Boleh jugak sudah. Tapi roti jak. Bubur belum boleh lagi"

"Aku : X jugak bapa lapar?"

"Bapa : X jugak. Ada air dikasi masuk kan"

"Aku : Masih sakit pak?"

"Bapa : Masih lagi. Tapi x berapa la. Okay jugak sudah sikit"

X boleh cakap lama-lama masa tu sebab suara bapa macam lain-lain. Sort of, xda energy mau bercakap. Tapi sekarang boleh sudah. Energy pun dah bertambah :) Alhamdulillah. 

Anyway, thanks to all my friends whose cheered me at that time. As a reward, I give my sweetest smile in this photo taken. Right? Hehe. Love you all, including the not presented friends in this photo, especially +Wiya Hassim bebeh :)

Selamat hari raya guys! Ingat, JAGA KESIHATAN!