Hope.. We can see in Jannah..

There's one man I loved for the rest of my life.
He always cherished me in my hardest time and cared for everything.
He never disappoints me when I asked for something.
Even though he knew that some of my requests is impossible to be granted.

Actually, I don't want to post anything about him anymore because it'll turn out the situation into a heavy tears.
But when I miss him so much, I really want to tell the whole world that I missed him.
How can I see him back in my life? How can I see him in front of me again?
No one knows how to bear the burden of missing someone so much. Only Allah knows.

I planned not to post anything about this, but now, I think differently.
Before this, I don't have any strength to write about him but now, it seems I can do it even just a little, Because I don't want to let the tears fall down when I write about him and that's why I decided not to do it. But now, I'm doing it..

24 of April, 2014.

You left us completely a year, today.. 24 of April 2015.. and yes, we still can't make it.. to hold our tears when we talked about you cause the thing is, it happened too sudden that we need lots of times for us to be healed from losing you.

Previously, I wrote about you in my this blog at the time when you were having a bad time of kidney operation.
Now, I'm writing again about you.. However, this time is not about your bad time, but ours.
Losing of you.. huhu

Dad, I really hope we can meet again in Jannah.. in sha Allah.. amiin..

Miss to see you dad.. Mom always be missing you.. huhu